The video about my wife

YouTube has made all of my wildest dreams have come true. On that platform, I can give of myself, and the benefit is ridiculous. The fulfillment I get from creating videos, engaging with viewers, and sharing my perspective on the world is something that I can't believe that I'm fortunate enough to be doing.

BUT THERE'S A DARK SIDE | That being said there's also a very dark side to YouTube, some of which I was not aware of when I first started. After I signed-up and posted my first video, I had a few negative comments. As my audience increased over time, the negative comments also increased. And they hurt today as much as they hurt then. I don't think criticism is ever easy, period.

And sometimes when your flaws are pointed-out, you didn’t even know that they existed. As a result, I'm self-conscious about things now that I had never been self-conscious about before. Some viewers have a way of honing on flaws or perceived weaknesses and then blowing them up. Any YouTuber that says negative comments don't hurt is lying. We're all human.

'Crazy people' is another negative aspect about YouTube which I wasn't fully aware of when I first started. All I knew was I was getting some negative feedback, but eventually I had some VERY scary things happen. These 'crazy' people literally created terrifying situations that have caused me to be more private, to protect my home & myself, and to just think about my life in a different way. I now take precautions.

PROTECTING MY WIFE | My wife did not sign up for any of this. She's a very private person, and she doesn't like the spotlight. She's incredibly beautiful, but it doesn't matter how amazing or beautiful a someone is, people can be downright vicious. Like I said before, someone could teach blind kittens to read, publish the video on YouTube, and tons of people would brutally attack the video.

Thankfully I made a decision that wasn't going to introduce my wife, and I was going to keep this aspect of my life private. Here's the deal, I share so much of myself and my personal life including my toils, tribulations, triumphs … and failures. I'm very vulnerable, but one aspect that I've chosen to keep private for myself is my relationship with my wife.

My wife and I don't have any kids, And if we did, there's NO WAY that I would put them on this platform. I honestly think that it's reckless for people to put their entire family in every aspect of their life on video for the world to see. It's dangerous, and it's not something I would do. But who am I to judge?

So I hope this makes sense. I know the majority of you get it. How could I not want to protect my loved one? Thank you so much for your understanding and for being a subscriber. Thank you for your support. You mean so incredibly much to me!